As Best I Could的意思|示意

尽我所能 SOURCE was strangely silent throughout most of the process, thus allowing us all to come to our own decisions. Only when we had all agreed upon a final plan that suited everyone, albeit not completely, was the Will of SOURCE made known. My vision was to be fulfilled as I originally envisioned it. The agreed upon plan would be carried out up to the point of my receiving sovereignty in the universe of My Own making. When the reins of sovereignty were handed to me I would be in absolute control of the process, to sink or swim, as best I could.