Pushing Back The Recollection的意思|示意

推回回忆 like I had nowhere to go. I suddenly felt claustrophobic." I clenched my fists. " My breathing was choppy and for some reason, I just flipped. I can't explain it. " I hunched defensively at the memory and dropped my eyes. God, I was going to cry and I didn't even know why. I blinked rapidly and took in uneven breaths, pushing back the recollection. " So ya, that's all."