To Oneself Say的意思|示意

对自己说过 To oneself say " is it is it don't play with " I find I I do not is it play to want really now " to get up to play I, perhaps I can be a little more outstanding in study, can be more transcendent on the basketball, but I spend all time on to to conciliate spirit, I know so a little more cowardly, maybe, I one cowardly person, but whom I need better whom oneself change, the resolute choice may be very remote for me, but not possible, is it understand I hope highest grade among game , but I hope highest grade ng of life even more to hope.