I live my hard life的意思|示意

Life is a hard journey, so that my own life is not easy, how can I hope to teach others how to live a good life?

人生是个艰辛的历程，让我自己的一生过得完美一点儿已经很不容易了，怎么能指望去教导别人如何过好他的一生呢？

I am trying, perhaps not hard enough. I really do want to let go of the past and carry on with my life, to live like some other normal person. Is it that hard to grant me this wish?

我很想过个正常人所过的生活，我不要再因为看到了一些过去的事而难过一整天，不要再因为看到了一些人而提心吊胆一整晚。